Monday, August 23, 2010

Not sure what to call this blog title?

So I haven’t had the best of days recently. Some people need to win and that’s ok. I don’t mind being the loser or bigger person. Some people are right, I need to be thinking about other things in my life and not just dwell on one. So anyways my grandfather is really sick. He has Parkinson’s Disease and is not doing too well. My grandmother is besides herself. I love her soooooo very much!!!! And to see her upset and sad, makes me VERY sad! I certainly do not want to lose him!

On that hand.. I do not like death, and I’m not comfortable with the idea yet! I completely do not know what I would do without the ones I love. And it makes me very sad and emotional just thinking about it. I have such wonderful parents and grandparents and wonderful in laws, that I just don’t know what I would do without any of them! So I guess that’s all I got today.. I’m looking forward to Lucas’ birthday party this weekend!! My sweet baby boy, who I LOVE more than life itself is turning a year old! And my gosh how time flies by. Just FYI  I can say for sure that I would die for this little boy of mine. He is my world… such a wonderful, happy, smart, good baby! My husband and I are so blessed!!! Here is a picture of my love, my life, my angel!!!!! I’m sooo proud to be HIS mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

Such a happy baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Lucas smiling

Friday, July 23, 2010

Nothing really new going on….

So, I have not had anything really new worth blogging about. I’m trying mentally and physically to get ready for Lucas’ 1st!! birthday party, which is going to be on the 29th of August. He turns one year old on August 26th! And let my just say (and I know all the mom’s out there say this) but I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE IT!!!!!! my baby, my little baby is going to be a year old, and I truly just can’t get over it. It’s too much!! I’m pretty sure yesterday is when I was in the hospital with him! (speaking of him, he won’t take his afternoon nap today, which is beyond me). So anyways I don’t know if I’m going to do a theme or not.. kinda not, but we’ll see. I’m going this weekend with my mother-in-law to look at invitations. A little late I know, but the sooner the better right?? I know a couple of things I want for his bday and that’s a start.

Nothing really new going on as I said. I’m extremely ready for the fall!! It’s way too hot and I’m getting tired of it fast! I can’t wait for Halloween and Thanksgiving and Christmas. Fall is my favorite season!! So I better get to my son, who won’t sleep for his nap. He’s just gonna miss out on this one. Oh,well.. the joy’s of being a mother!

Friday, June 18, 2010

My near death experience at the beach..

So we got back from the beach about 2 weeks ago. It was a family trip, so it was my mom and dad, Adam and I, Lucas, and my younger sister Sable. Although we did enjoy ourselves, there was something really scary that happened!! The second day we are there everyone wanted to go down to the beach and swim in the ocean and lay out. I had noticed that there was a RED flag (which means its rough..right). Well I had told Adam that I didn’t want to swim while there was a red flag up. He was like ok, we’ll wait until tomorrow to see if it’s better. So my parents and Sable went down to the ocean while Adam and I took Lucas to the pool. Which by the way he LOVED!!!!!! It was a big bath tub to him. So the second third day comes around and it is still a red flag. Adam was like come on it will be fun, a red flag means ‘fun’. I’m like no it means ‘danger’. I did not want to go in fear of being caught up in a rip tide!! So I ended up going to the pool with Lucas again, while Adam mom and dad and Sable went back out into the ocean.

Ok, so fast forward a bit.. my mother came to the pool to see how we were doing. She said come on down and swim in the ocean, its fun. I was like no, I don’t want to get sucked under.. she confirmed that, that would not happen. She said, we just won’t go out far. So I got out of the pool with Lucas and went down there, to see Adam and Sable having a blast in the ocean. So mom took Lucas and I went out there with them to swim a bit. I was having fun! The waves were big and everything, the water was wonderful!! Then Sable goes back in and up to the condo with Lucas. Meanwhile, I’m doing everything in my power to get through the waves! and get a little past them where I can ‘jump’ them. Adam and I are having a blast! Oh I forgot to mention that before I went into the ocean, I took a blue like 2 dollar float raft with me to hold on to. Little did I know that it would probably be what ended up saving our lives!! So, mom comes out there with us and right as she gets to us, she notices that she can no longer touch and gets pulled under, then resurfaces and yells help me Adam and then gets pulled under again. I’m holding onto the raft and she resurfaces again then Adam gets her and I to get a hold of the raft better. Then she says oh no this is not good, we need to get out of here NOW!!!!! I then notice I can’t touch and neither can Adam and I look and we are far away from the beach.  Needless to say I start flipping out!!!! I’m yelling help my mom is yelling help and Adam is perfectly calm trying to get us back in. So I think in my attempt to wanna save my life and get back up to shore, I let go of the raft and really try to swim, but I go NOWHERE!!!!!! Then I get sucked under a few times. (I’m about to start crying just talking about this again..) I look at mom and Adam and  think, oh my god we are going to drown out here, b/c nobody can hear us screaming and I’m losing my energy FAST!!!! All I could think of was Lucas!! I said thank God he is with Sable, I truly thought I was going to die right there and never see my baby grow up. He was going to lose both parents and a grandmother!! :(. 

Then I look and dad is coming in the ocean (to have fun) he had no idea what was going on. He gets close to me and I”m yelling.. help me dad, help me!!!!  Then he realizes that he can’t touch either and figures out what is going on and is trying to save my life. From what I remember he grabs me and pushes me to towards the shore.. then I feel a wave carry me back in, I guess Adam was behind me b/c he says Scarlett you can touch stand up!! I stood up and started walking to the shore and Adam went back out to help my dad save my mother. While walking back up, I was totally out of breath and completely drained of energy! It took my everything to get back up to sand. I could not find our stuff, but I did not care, I was sooo thankful to be out of there and on land! I collapsed on the sand and just started crying… The face my mother had (she is a strong woman, physically and mentally) drowning was horrifying!!!!!! I honestly thought I was going to lose her!! Then Adam comes back up with dad and mom and they are ok, but I’m still in shock and trying to get my breath. I’m still weak and cannot stand. I regain everything in a few minutes and we go back up to the condo and I was never more excited to see my baby boy and Sable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That was probably the most terrifying moment in my life! I promise you, if it were not for my raft and Adam, and had dad not come out there, we would NOT have made it! I should have listened to my intuition more, b/c it was telling me something, I just ignored it. Angels and God were truly watching over us (great now I’m in tears). Adam was so calm, and he put our life ahead of his own!! He was thinking, I just need to get Deborah and Scarlett out of here. I do believe I love him even more!!!!!! :). So that is my story, and I don’t think I’ll be going in the ocean anytime soon if not ever again.

Never underestimate what your mind is telling you! I usually do listen to that inner voice, but that time I did not and it almost cost me my life and my family’s. I’ve never been more thankful for life.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The beach and I’m turning 27…

Ok so our beach trip is coming up, I’m so excited!! We leave Wednesday the 2nd and coming back Sunday the 6th. For the past couple of years we have stayed at a condo in Sea Side! My parents rent it and invite Adam and I and my sisters! Which has been really fun.. this year Sable is coming down to stay with us and I’m so excited! I have not seen her since October.. and this is Lucas’ first beach trip!! Needless to say, but we are going to have a lot of fun this year at the beach! Wish I was a little thinner, but cannot be thanks to my dang thyroid. But I’m still working on my weight in combo with my medication.

Next topic.. I’m going to be 27 on June 15th!! Oh my gosh, I know that is still young, but I feel like “what happened”!!! And it’s too close to 30!! Luckily I have my sister-in-law to share it with, she turns 27 on June 24th. I’m sure all of you guys are with me when I say “where did the time go” when I see class of 2010 graduating high school!!!??!!! Weren’t we there like yesterday?? I mean 2002 was not that long ago right? Just about 10 years ago.. I can’t believe we have been out of high school almost a decade ago!! My older sister graduated Cullman High in 1992, so she is coming up on 20 years..  Ok I don’t know how I got on that topic, but I do know that the boys and girls graduating high school this year are still babies!!! So anyways I guess that’s it for now. I will leave you with some pictures of who else.. Lucas.

 

Look at this face!!!! He has a new hat on. Yes, that is a kitchen aide spoon. No, that is not a pill bottle, its saline spray (he likes to shake it). lucas

 

 

 

 

He really looks like my husband in this picture! Loves his swing at Mimi and Dada’s house!

lucas 2

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Hypothyroidism

Ok so here is where my story begins. After I had Lucas I got the IUD Mirena put in, in October 2009 for birth control. It has been great up until the point of me gaining weight. Ok first of all I have to tell you the truth and I don’t mind it. Before I got pregnant I needed to lose weight I was 148 pounds. Not great for my height, I’m 5 foot and one inch…lol. But while I was pregnant I only gained 6 pounds, yep 6!! I was really happy about that. So after I had Lucas I weighed 137. I was feeling pretty good!! Then I got Mirena put in, and like I said loved it until I gained 20 pounds!!! Yep I now weigh 160!!!!! So I had thought it was due to the IUD and my lack of exercising. But I still have not lost one pound. So long story short I went to my PCP last Thursday and told her about my weight and how it was just not right. Something was wrong I knew it.. so I asked her if we could draw my blood and check my thyroid levels. She said ok I will, but I do think that is is your IUD that is causing you to gain weight. So I made an appointment with My OB/GYN and went yesterday. Told her what was going on and that I was pretty set on getting this IUD taken out. She then tells me that she thinks it is not my IUD, but my THYROID. She says that it is not uncommon for some woman after they have a baby to have temporary thyroid problems. Due to the body just trying to adjust itself somehow the thyroid gets out of control. So I told her that my PCP was testing my thyroid levels, I’m just waiting on the results. She then tells me that if it is my thyroid then its easily fixable, you just take Synthroid everyday… for about 6 months to a year before checking it again. And that is probably just temporary.

So I got a call from my PCP yesterday afternoon and guess what she says to me. My thyroid levels ARE VERY LOW!! That I have hypothyroidism. And that is what has been causing my weight gain!!!! I’m sooo happy its something you know.. its not my IUD. I was so glad to figure out that something was causing my 20 pound weight gain. B/c that was just not normal for me! So today I started taking Synthroid (one everyday) and Vitamin D (twice a week), b/c that was low too. The hope is that if this is the right pill and dose, my weight should really start improving after a couple of weeks. Apparently a lot of women have this issue after giving birth. So I know I’m not alone and it is fixable. And that something is causing my weight gain.

Always listen to your body, you know it best! I knew that something was not right, it just did not feel right. I knew that 20 pounds to gain in like 7 months was not really normal. So that is my latest story or ‘something new’.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Teething and other fun stuff...

Well I really have nothing new going on. I think that Lucas is finally starting to get some teeth!! He's been having a hard time with his naps lately (he will wake up screaming sometimes) His gums do look a little red so I guess that leads me to believe he is still teething!!!! Also in Lucas world he will do this funny thing where he will get into a crawling position, but gets 'stuck' he has not really figured out what to do from there so he just starts crying after a few mintues. Oh well I guess he will do it on his own time like everything else. I guess that's about it, like I said nothing really new going on. Oh I'am counting down the days until we leave for the BEACH, June 3rd!!!! Soooo excited to take Lucas!!

Here is a picture of Lucas in the pack and play outside...




Another one of him at my parents house this past weekend.


Friday, April 16, 2010

One year wedding anniversary

Ok so next Sunday, April 25th will be my one year wedding anniversary!!! I can't believe that it has already been a year since Adam and I were married! 2009 was a GREAT year! We got married, bought our first house March 31st, and had our baby Lucas August 26th! But I truly cannot believe that a year has gone by! So for our one year anniversary we will probably go out to eat at a nice place downtown and maybe stay at a nice hotel there.

I moved to Atlanta the summer of 2005 and met Adam the summer of 2006 on myspace believe it or not. It has been wonderful!!!!!! He is such a wonderful person and a great dad!!!!!!!! I love him sooo very much and I'm so happy where I'am today with him and Lucas!!!!! I love you Adam and I'm so very blessed to have such a great life, house, baby, and husband!!!! Thank You for all you have given me, you are the best!!!!!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My Home

So I have lived in Atlanta, GA for almost 5 years now and I LOVE it!! It is such a great city not only to live in, but it has so many great things! Here are a few to name.

1. Atlanta hosted the 1996 Summer Olympics
2. Atlanta has Delta's main hub (now the biggest airline in the WORLD, I'm proud to say my husband works for Delta Airlines!!)

3. Home to the Braves Baseball
4. Home to the Falcons Football
5. Home to the Hawks Basketball
6. Home to the Thrashers Hockey
7. Home Depot Headquarters are here
And so much more...

Now I know the traffic is really really bad! I hate it! But in all Atlanta is a pretty good city with a lot to offer! I'm a big city girl. I love that there are plenty of things to pick from! From grocery stores, to shopping mall's, to movie theatre's, even Park's! I truly enjoy living here, my home Atlanta, Georgia!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Finally......

Well Lucas is finally in his crib!! It was not a bad transition at all like I was thinking it would be! I was absolutely dreading trying to get him in is crib. I did not think I could do it... him being in a pack in play next to me since birth, it was not as hard as I thought! Although I do miss him being next to me, I know he is safe in his crib and everything will be fine. And I must say that all my friends are right.. everyone does sleep a little better that way. Plus, he puts himself to sleep!! Yay! Well sometimes I have to pat him or go in there a few times, but he is good about getting to sleep. Now naps in his crib are a different story. It is sometimes harder to get him to take a naps, and he screams! So anyways, this being my first blog, I really did not know what to write about. I feel so much better that he is in his crib, this is week two of him being in there and it's going pretty good!