So I haven’t had the best of days recently. Some people need to win and that’s ok. I don’t mind being the loser or bigger person. Some people are right, I need to be thinking about other things in my life and not just dwell on one. So anyways my grandfather is really sick. He has Parkinson’s Disease and is not doing too well. My grandmother is besides herself. I love her soooooo very much!!!! And to see her upset and sad, makes me VERY sad! I certainly do not want to lose him!
On that hand.. I do not like death, and I’m not comfortable with the idea yet! I completely do not know what I would do without the ones I love. And it makes me very sad and emotional just thinking about it. I have such wonderful parents and grandparents and wonderful in laws, that I just don’t know what I would do without any of them! So I guess that’s all I got today.. I’m looking forward to Lucas’ birthday party this weekend!! My sweet baby boy, who I LOVE more than life itself is turning a year old! And my gosh how time flies by. Just FYI I can say for sure that I would die for this little boy of mine. He is my world… such a wonderful, happy, smart, good baby! My husband and I are so blessed!!! Here is a picture of my love, my life, my angel!!!!! I’m sooo proud to be HIS mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Such a happy baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi Scarlett. I've read your blog, and it's lovely. You strike me as a very passionate and caring person. I am glad my nephew has a wonderful wife of substance, and my g-nephew, a fantastic, doting mother. I am sorry to hear of your Grandfather's ill health. I don't know what to say except that death is a part of life. It's hard to deal with, and you never really get over it, but it doesn't hurt as much over time. You are blessed with a wonderful family, and also very fortunate to have had your parents, and Grandparents in your life thus far. I'm sure you will always cherish the relationship you have had with your family. Just give your Grandpa all your love, and good intentions, to ease his passing, and you will always have good memories of the noble man, and his life, to pass on to your son. It's nice to see someone putting their thoughts down on paper to share with others. You try to hang in there, and God bless. Brian's sister, Marcia.
ReplyDeleteOh Gosh Marcia, thank you so very much!!!!!!!!!!! You don't
ReplyDeleteknow how much that means to me! I've dealt with some pretty bad shit (excuse me) the last few days. Some people truly are not very nice. But aside from that, I feel like I'am a nice and caring person! And I love my son more than anything!!!!!! You are soo sweet to say that to me! It is a part of life, but I just don't like that part very much yet..
Scarlett