So I haven’t had the best of days recently. Some people need to win and that’s ok. I don’t mind being the loser or bigger person. Some people are right, I need to be thinking about other things in my life and not just dwell on one. So anyways my grandfather is really sick. He has Parkinson’s Disease and is not doing too well. My grandmother is besides herself. I love her soooooo very much!!!! And to see her upset and sad, makes me VERY sad! I certainly do not want to lose him!
On that hand.. I do not like death, and I’m not comfortable with the idea yet! I completely do not know what I would do without the ones I love. And it makes me very sad and emotional just thinking about it. I have such wonderful parents and grandparents and wonderful in laws, that I just don’t know what I would do without any of them! So I guess that’s all I got today.. I’m looking forward to Lucas’ birthday party this weekend!! My sweet baby boy, who I LOVE more than life itself is turning a year old! And my gosh how time flies by. Just FYI I can say for sure that I would die for this little boy of mine. He is my world… such a wonderful, happy, smart, good baby! My husband and I are so blessed!!! Here is a picture of my love, my life, my angel!!!!! I’m sooo proud to be HIS mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Such a happy baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
